perfect time to be gay

looking at you through the glass

dont know how much time is past

oh god it feels like forever

sitting all alone inside your head………..

im here to say im still alive and it hurts likehell  every breath i take

i know i fucked up real bad this time and im so lucky he is still with me no matter how hard i try to push him away, he sticks like a glue and i so much fucking love him to the point i can strangle him right now so he cant go away

im lost, can someone find me plz?

too much sex?

You’d get accustomed to the dark mornings here after several months, it’s nice, chilly, dark, with the distant buzzing sound of mosquitos getting closer once in while.

And the buzzing continues or even mixed with someone’s snores. But who could it be? not you when you are fully awake.

Turning your head in different directions for a mere sight of the clock and you realize it’s no later than 4 in the morning, fuck , at least another 2 hours to go before life starts.

You try your best to stay in bed, sheep number one, sheep number two, sheep number three………..what was that jumping over the fence? A toilet? Gawwwddd is my bladder that full? A turn to the left and another to the right, yes it is, i need to pee and I can’t stay in bed another second.

Sorry sleeping lover boy, I need to go to the bathroom or else…. and then you realize you’re in a death grip, holy mother of Jesus, let go of me, or do you really want to sleep in a pool that bad?
You hear him murmur curse like words as you release yourself and like a rocket head to the bathroom…………. i so much enjoy sleeping naked or who wants wet pants?!

And you find the relief, shake the few drops of urine of your cock before bringing it under cold water, a few more shakes and it’s clean, you wipe your valuable cock on a toilet paper, throw it away, dry your hands on a random towel (i.e. you make sure its his towel) and head back to bed.

Another glance at a clock and only 5 minutes passed, tiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiickkkkkkkkk taaaaaaaaaaaaaackkkkkkk, twist, turn, more twists, one sheep , two sheep, …. two million eight hundred forty five thousand six hundred ninety seven sheeeeeeeeep across the fence and I’m still awake, what now? no more sheep left? ok, sheep come back, i need to count those with cocks, one sheep cock, two sheep cocks….. half an hour later, i’m all muddy and tired from lying on the ground and counting dicks……two million eight hundred forty five thousand six hundred ninety six cocks, what?!! you told me all the sheep were gay, so one cock is missing, huh? oh yeah, it was a minnie i didn’t saw it, poor sheep. I’m gonna save for its penis enlargement surgery.

And I’m still awake…………buzzzzzzzz, a mosquito………come here baby, let me see what you’re hiding there, ouch don’t bite.

tick-tick-tick, i can’t sleep and he’s still snoring. wake up lover boy……….. fine don’t wake up, at least hug me……….no? ok, i’m gonna cuddle. i turn my back and you cuddle me from behind, ok?
and I turn and wait, not a single move……… fuck! I gotta do something myself

to be continued

note: it’s 1 am in the morning and i’m heading to bed. I was thinking of writing x-rated but then I felt a tinge of jealousy cos some people admired Ace’s writing abilities, so I thought I could show the world how talented i am…………. and it’s all based on real life, investigated and explored under the very expert eyes of me!
I want my readers back, so leave me ideas pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

apology

I know it’s been a while since the last time i posted and even those times i posted it was limited to pictures and nothing else.

Not a word, not a story, nothing that made sense what was going here or on my mind.

I know I need to apologize to those faithful readers and I gotta thank Alex for his posts. He’s too gay and he will realize it sooner or later!

Anyway I’m gonna try my best to get back to where I was and even let those friends know what I was up to. (though some of ‘em already know :-p)

keep checking, i promise to stay with you for a while (or as long as i have scheduled posts packed and named neatly in my wordpress box)

love

Nate

Palin resignation shocks Alaska, nation

Miracles happen or did someone really listened to me?

I’m still shocked but well I doubt Parnel would be any better thanPalin, even the name sounds the same…..

Gov. Sarah Palin stunned Alaska and the nation today by abruptly announcing her resignation from office. Palin will be governor only until July 26, when Lt. Gov. Sean Parnell will take over.

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Happy Father’s day

Gay or straight, it really doesn’t matter at all when you are trying your best to be a good dad.

So happy Father’s day to those wonderful guys who thinks about their kids wherever they are and try their best to be there for their kids.

And thanks to those fathers who accepted their gay children and love them unconditionally cos it’s not important with whom we sleep, only the love remains.

WEEKEND LOVE FORECAST

ARIES: You may have to go against what someone else wants in order to do what is right for you. TAURUS: Do what you have a flair for doing and new friends flock to you. GEMINI: You get superior results at work and rock your personal life as well. CANCER: Make preparations so that your dates go as well as possible. Others will be impressed by the effort you put out. LEO: Dare to be unavailable to work from midnight tonight until midnight tomorrow. You need a complete reprieve. VIRGO: Stop rescuing a loved one and trust that this person can handle things on their own. LIBRA: Everyone from the clerk at the drive-thru window to your closest loved ones seem to want you to take a “survey” to report a favorable review of their performance. SCORPIO: Rejuvenating activities include cooking, reading and walking. SAGITTARIUS: Be proactive. Think about what you want a relationship to be like and you will naturally drift toward that reality. CAPRICORN: You will benefit from formal study of the art of courtship. AQUARIUS: Despite what you learned as a child about saying “no” to loved ones, you’ll do so this weekend to favorable result. PISCES: Ask advice of one who has triumphed over relationship hardship.

The Bucket List

place an (x) by all the things you’ve done

(X) Been to Europe Is Canada in Europe?
( ) Seen the Eiffel Tower I’ve seen its pictures in many books though
( ) Seen Windsor Castle Do they have vampires there?
( ) Seen the Green of Ireland I will go there as soon as I find out where it is.
( ) Been on a cruise Cruise as in going round town with your friends or those scary luxurious shEEps?!
(X) Gone on a blind date Now that I think I’m not sure I ever dated any blind guy
(X) Skipped school What’s the fun of going to school everyday, you gotta skip once in a while to realize how important education is
(X) Watched someone die
(X) Been to Canada yeah, it’s over the hills
( ) Been to Mexico I’m not a drug dealer, i’m not handsome enough for the job
( ) Been to Florida I don’t like getting tanned, i burn
(X) Been to New York City yes, i thought i can eat big apples there
(X) Been on a plane this is always very unwillingly
(X) Been lost the entire group was lost not me
( ) Been on the opposite side of the country if by opposite you mean west to east yep, but any other places like oceans no, im not a fish
( ) Gone deep sea fishing i’m not a cat so i don’t do that but ice-fishing yes, it’s pretty fun
( ) Been to Vegas never had enough coins
( ) Been to the Indianapolis 500
( ) Climbed a lighthouse i wanted to, they didn’t let me
(X) Swam in the ocean yeah, even chased a shark, or imagined chasing one
(X) Cried yourself to sleep
( ) Seen the Cherry Blossoms in Washington , D.C. What’s interesting about cherry blossoms, they’re useless you cant even pop them
(X) Played cops and robbers And i never figured out why i was always with the cops
( ) Flown a plane I’m afraid of height, there are hundreds of other ways to commit suicide
( ) Owned a boat I made many, does that count?
( ) Watch grandchildren grow i feel a bit old but not really that old, seriously im just 28!
(X) Recently colored with crayons crayons and a lot more, the walls are clean now but…..
( ) Been to the Kentucky Derby Give me a reason to go there
(X) Been to Alaska As if i had a choice
( ) Been to a rodeo i was the bull…..
(X) Sang Karaoke yep and everyone ran away
(X) Paid for a meal with coins i was trying to find a way to spend all the coins in my piggy bank, never had a problem with the cashier (i’m outta comments!)
(X) Done something you told yourself you wouldn’t
(X) Made prank phone calls
(X) Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(X) Caught a snowflake on your tongue
( ) Danced in the rain
(X) Written a letter to Santa Claus
(X) Been kissed under the mistletoe
(X) Watched the sunrise with someone
( ) Seen the green flash at sunset
(X) Seen a shooting star
(X) Blown bubbles
(X) Gone ice-skating
(X) Gone to the movies
( ) Owned a convertible
( ) Rode a Motorcycle
(X) Bungee Jumped
(X) Caught a frog
( ) Eaten Anchovies
( ) Been to Hawaii
( ) Been to Africa
( ) Been in all 50 states
( ) Been on TV
( ) Ever steal any traffic sign or part thereof
(X) Ever been in a car accident

1. Any nicknames? kitty
2. Mother’s name? Kate
3. Favorite Drink ? orange juice
4. Body Piercings? None
5. Where were you born? LA., Ca.
6. Ever eaten just cookies for dinner? should i count the times?
7. Favorite color? midnight blue
8. Favorite odd number? seven
9. Favorite movie? Wall-E
10. Favorite dessert? ice-cream
11. Favorite food? pizza-pepperoni
12. Favorite day of the week? Tuesday
13. Favorite brand of body wash? Nivea
14. Favorite smell? wet soil, wet paint
15. How do you relax? fetal position
16. How do you see yourself in 10 years? more handsome, mature?
17. Farthest place you will send this message? I have no idea, guess there are readers from Australia too
18. Favorite Restaurant? i don’t have any, i really don’t like eating out
19. Who will respond to this the fastest? I have no idea, probably the most bored, surprise me!
20. Are you gay? I’m not sure but the possibility is pretty high like 99%

Proud to be GAY

What is straight? A line can be straight, or a street, but the human heart, oh, no, it’s curved like a road through mountains. ~Tennessee Williams

So let’s celebrate our gayness on this very sacred month.

Thanks to those guys who are still fighting for the same rights and thanks to Rambling along … for his post (and the guy who gave me the link )

FYI: we’re gonna be in a pride parade not where we live (it would be me and him even if we try) somewhere else