Loving my brother-P

Disclaimer: I’m fully aware of the content of my blog, yet it’s my blog and I need to use it for my own comfort once in a while, besides I’m facing hell of new feelings and obligations and I really don’t know how things must work. somehow i’m happy my brother came out to me, yet i dunno how to react, he’s young, horny, curious and irresponsible, more than that he wants to be very close to me and my husband, making me feel confused and jealous. Every morning I have to ask myself whether it is accepted to be this close or it is some kind of incest. i keep drawing lines to restrict feelings but Z simply cross them. I want to help him and i know how horrible things can be when you are gay and you have no one to talk to, however i love my married life and dont want to risk my marriage for my brat brother who is not 100% sure of his feelings to the same sex, it’s selfish but my brother will leave sooner or later and i dont want to fuck up something i so much want to keep forever for his sake. Whatever, you may see random posts every once in a while, I make sure I put a big P in the title (stands for personal). Anyway someone said my personal ramblings area lot better than my porn, so wtf I write whatever i like!

lick that cock (pic

fucking the wrestling team (pic)

Kiss me on the lips bro

Note: Check this part first and the labels before reading, it’s not meant to fulfill a fantasy and actually it’s me dealing with my life as innocent as possible.

“Ace,you’ve been such a bad boy and I have to punish you. now open your mouth and take the whole sausage or I will be very mad.” I ordered Ace as he opened his mouth.
Baby girl was sitting in my lap and giggling at Ace while he struggled to swallow the sausage I just fed him, I could laugh at him too but there was lots of items on baby girl’s plate that I had to feed her so with the same tone I asked her to open her mouth and let the fork land there. She chewed a few times before swallowing the green beans.
“Open again, it’s an emergency flight” I begged her cos the carrots were almost falling.
She kept her mouth shut and the carrots fell on her skirt. I bit my lip to avoid saying shit. While I was busy cleaning the mess she opened her mouth to tell me she wouldn’t let another plane unless Ace open his big (hungry) mouth again. Holy fuck, Ace had finished his own plate and was invading mine and I had to feed him while I was starving myself, no way, even slaves had better lives.
“Listen baby girl, you’re gonna finish your dinner or you cant play with pinkie” she puffed and panted and sighed as I put her on Ace’s lap to do the hard work while I could eat something.
“Want me to feed you.” Ace said with a smirk and I had to mouth “shut up bitch”before filling my mouth with the leftovers.
“Hey Nate you can have mine, I’m not hungry and I wanna take a bath.” Z shouted  entering the bathroom. At least I wasnt starving tonight.
Five minutes later and Z was back in the room. “What’s in that locked wardrobe?” shamelessly he had looked inside almost everywhere except our bedroom.
“Come closer, I’ll tell you.” he put his ear near my mouth.
Baby girl shouted :” I want whisper”, I smiled foolishly at Ace who was staring with his big eyes, “Ok I’ll whisper something in your ear too” baby girl agreed and went on putting the carrots in Ace’s mouth.
“We keep our toys and porns there” I whispered in Z’s ear, the pushed him to a side to whisper something in baby girl’s ear. “we will go to park if you finish your dinner.” She smiled and stopped feeding Ace, and opened her mouth to be fed.
Z had gone to the bathroom and locked the door.
when I told Ace what I told Z he couldn’t stop laughing, the truth was since the day we moved in that closet stayed wet from some unknown water and we could never fix it so we gave up the idea of using it, locked it up and through the key away.
I took me 15 minutes to wash the dishes and get ready, meanwhile Ace and baby girl dressed and picked pinkie to come to the park, pinkie’s park actually.
Z stayed in the bathroom saying we had a very comfortable tub when Ace said we had a better one in our room and Z said he would try that later.
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Baby girl found some friends to play with and gave us some time to chat with other parents and have some fun of our own. On the way back baby girl was so tired she fell asleep in my arms, with her eyes closed she’s an angel and I almost forget what a demon she can be with her eyes open.
We got inside using the back door cos I forgot to bring my keys and that’s the door always open, just locked when we’re outta town. Ace followed me to baby girl’s room making sure she wouldn’t wake up and I had no problem changing her clothes, I never have problem with that, I can change his clothes too while asleep.
The door of downstairs bathroom was open so probably Z was out again and I had to wait a few more hours before we could talk about what was bothering me for weeks now.
I heard Ace telling me not to worry as he nibbled at my ear. With the strange aroma in the air and his naughty hands moving over all my sensitive parts I decided to give in to his assaults and let myself have fun before the inevitable argument besides Ace was going outta town for another 4 days and this could be our last chance.
I unzipped his jeans and put my hand inside to touch  his cock that belonged  to me, I loved him more without the pants so there were less to struggle with.
He closed his eyes and I went on exploring his body while I was biting his nipples though I didnt like the taste of fiber on ‘em.
“Let’s go inside” he whispered trying to stop my hand before I made him blow his load right there.
“K, let me take you.” I said as I turned my back to him, giving him time to climb me, piggyback rides were the little fun we sometimes had.
I admit he’s at least 40lbs heavier than me but I’m a tough guy for short distances. I followed the strange aroma to our room with Ace on my back. we were ready to get rid of our clothes and make love as soon as we stepped inside.
“Z what the hell are you doing in our room?” I almost dropped Ace on the floor and he had to grab me hard to avoid hitting the floor. The curtains were down and the room was lit with some of Ace’s favorite candles and in the middle of the room my shameless brother was trying to polish his toenails.

twinks as cute as these

this is what playing 24/7 on my player right now!

Back again

Back again and just waiting for 4th of July!

400.000

congrats to me, I did it a lot sooner than I expected and honestly I’m so happy and satisfied.

I will write a “thank you” post later, for now I have important things to do!

Cheers

a quickie in the storm

I watched him run around the track at the reservoir almost everyday. He was tall around 6’1”, good build about 200# solid, black hair. He would run past me as I walked the track, I tried not to be obvious but couldn’t help but always look down at his crotch while he ran past me. Wondering what was underneath those nylon running shorts.
So the other day was just like any day. I got to the reservoir and as I was walking I saw him coming towards me, sprinting along, it seemed he never even broke a sweat. As he passed I gave him the usual glance but he just ran past me.
Then as I was approaching the half way mark around the track the skies suddenly turned dark and I could hear in the distance the roar of thunder. Oh boy I thought I still had at least a mile or so before the parking lot where my car was. Then I felt the first drop of rain, “shit” I thought I’m going to get soaked.
I was then approaching the other parking lot when I saw my runner approaching. As he got closer he started to slow down and then stop just before the entrance to the parking lot. Then looking over in my direction he said “looks like it’s going to start to pour any second”,
“I know,” I said.
“Where’s your car?”
“In the other parking lot,” I responded
“Well, hop in mine if you want and I’ll drive you down or we can wait till it passes.”
“OK, great thanks.”
So I quickly followed him to his SUV, a GMC Yukon. As I climbed into the front seat, the skies opened and the rain came down in buckets, the wind was kicking up and lightning and thunder was all around us.
“Whew,” he said “we made it just in time.” then he told me his name was Chris.
I told him my name and we shook hands.
I couldn’t help but stare at his crotch, then I noticed a smile on his face. The rain was now coming down in sheets and it was impossible to see anything out of the windows, which were now starting to steam up.
He placed his hand on his crotch and started rubbing his cock, smiling at me. It was then I noticed his deep black eyes.
“Well?” he said “isn’t this what you want,” as he stroked his cock through his shorts.
I just stared at first then nodded, not saying a word I reached over and felt his hard cock, he was at least 7” by now and I could feel his cock pulsating, jumping just wanting to be set free.
He quickly slid his shorts down to his ankles and his cock was standing at attention,
I could see his balls were shaved and quite large. He positioned himself with his back on the drivers side door, and said “it’s all yours buddy.”
I didn’t need any further invitation so I went down on his cock. I started sucking his cockhead getting him to release a good amount of pre-cum then I took his entire cock deep inside my mouth.
By now he was moaning and pushing his cock deeper inside my mouth. After a few minutes I worked my way down to his balls. He had really large smooth balls, which filled up my mouth. I sucked and licked them listening to him telling me how good it felt and too keep on sucking them.
I went back to his cock and again took him deep inside my mouth. I continued sucking him then he pulled out.
“You like to eat ass?”
“Sure,” I said.
Then he turned himself around and presented me with a nice clean pink man pussy. I wasted no time getting my tongue inside his hole, licking and eating his beautiful ass. I was able to grab hold of his cock and started to stroke him while munching on his man pussy.
Shortly after I could tell he was getting close so he quickly turned around and told me to start sucking him again.
I took his cock in my mouth and went down on him, sucking him hard now wanting him to explode in my mouth. It wasn’t long before I could feel his cock stiffen and his balls tighten, I knew he was getting close.
I sucked him harder and harder and then my reward, he shot a hot juicy load of cum right in my mouth. His load was huge and I had all to do to not to let any drip from my mouth. Quickly I swallowed and continued till he was drained and I licked it totally from his cock.
Sitting back he just smiled and sighed. The rain was letting up by now and he said he would drive me to my car.
When he dropped me off at my car, he said, “thanks, let’s hope for another storm.

home at last

i’m back home and ready to die.

im too sick to live another day and if i survive (that i will), i have to re-consider everything.

(pic) fun at glory hole